I am a mother of two, wife to one great man, daughter, sister and cousin to many. I’m writing to express myself in a positive way and to heal. I write to get my story out to others that may not know what is happening to women all over the world and even right here in our backyard.
I’m writing in hopes that if one person is going through anything that seems insurmountable then maybe reading some of my story will help them continue in their struggle and seek a power higher than themselves and rely on our one true God. A
I’ve been through things that I used to blame myself for. I have been a party to the most atrocious human behavior that left me breathless, confused and terrified. Through all the pain I was given a beautiful life that I now enjoy. I will write to expose a corrupt system. The evil of people in authoritative positions and the disbelief that comes with being victimized by a narcissist sociopath.
Only through my faith was I able to foil the many attempts to drag me further in to the dark and mire with God’s help and I was able to rise to new heights I have never been before.
May the foot of the proud not come against me, nor the hand of the wicked drive me away.
See how the evildoers lie fallen – thrown down, not able to rise
Know this to be true because many people who have set out to hurt me because of their own twisted minds and their choice to live without God have been put down. Through no involvement of my own some of them have died, some are on the run, some have been maimed and others live in fear and still more are reaping God’s wrath as I write.
I’ve had to learn to wait. I’ve had to learn to be patient. I’ve had to learn that God’s time is not my own, and nor is His vengeance. In the meantime, love yourself and renew your faith in God. Only through Him can you make it through life’s trials. Put on all His armor. And if in some small way, I can help you see something you did not before then I’ve done what I have set out to do. Help someone where I felt I had none.